such a sucker for muscle growth

[falseyedee]

i don't know about you, but i am such a sucker for muscle growth that sometimes just the mere mention of it gets me all hot and bothered.

not all my friends in real life know that i write muscle fiction, or even that i'm really into muscle. most folks know that i did some bodybuilding in my late 20's and early 30's, but the last 15 years haven't been spent in the gym, so most see muscle as something in my past.

but a few friends do know. i've posted about my buddy who knew/knows about my muscle fetish and our evolving relationship as he's beefed up over the past couple years.

another friend knows. he's been a good friend for quite a while. i'd "come out to him" as somebody who writes muscle stories and have shared some of my work with him. we get together irratically: sometimes a couple times a week for a couple of weeks; sometimes i won't see him for a couple months. and that's been the situation recently. i haven't seen him since the new year.

yesterday we exchanged emails about a different subject altogether. at the end of one he said, "and by the way, i've been going to the gym and i think i've gained about 6 pounds of muscle since the last time you saw me."

that just got me all hot and bothered. i'm such a sucker for muscle growth. i didn't want to make a fool of myself, so i tried to keep it cool. i emailed him back that that was great progress and that i hoped he'd keep it up.

he responded that he thought that would get my attention and maybe we should get together soon. at this point i figure he's teasing me a bit. but i'm game. so i said we should get together soon and offered a couple of dates/times. now, we'll see if we can get together. by the time we can figure out our schedules, maybe he'll be even bigger! lol.

but just the idea of my friend packing on muscle is hot. he's a cutie, too, already lean and athletic. can't wait to see him bigger!

[nj.]

My boyfriend found out recently. He knew I was into muscular guys, but not the extent of it. Now he's been going to the gym and he got interested in my fetish enough to research it. He sends me pictures and asks me if I like them 'that big' too. I'm not entirely sure what he's up to; I think it's just a genuine interest in my sexuality, but I really don't mind what it has led to...!

It's certainly a topic that's on my mind a lot. But what else could motivate me to spend so much effort on trying to grow, myself?

[Spooky]

Originally Posted by nj.

My boyfriend found out recently. He knew I was into muscular guys, but not the extent of it. Now he's been going to the gym and he got interested in my fetish enough to research it. He sends me pictures and asks me if I like them 'that big' too. I'm not entirely sure what he's up to; I think it's just a genuine interest in my sexuality, but I really don't mind what it has led to...!

It's certainly a topic that's on my mind a lot. But what else could motivate me to spend so much effort on trying to grow, myself?

He is just probably just genuinely interested and wants to know more about you; and, maybe a little bit hurt, too. You should just be open with him. I know he would be entirely receptive and supportive.

Read my story, entitled "Arbiet macht frei" to answer your last question.

[falseyedee]

yeah, it is kind of cool to have somebody know about this fetish of mine and be willing to share their growth. i'm pretty sure that this isn't going to turn into the kind of deal i have with my buddy. but that's okay with me. i'm just really into the growth. i like talking about it with guys who are going through it. and i just love to see it happen. i think it would be great if my bf was interested in it, too. and it just kind of makes me think that i should be making my way back to the gym....