My experience with a confused jock.

[ljuvlig]

Hi guys. I'm sorry if this is inappropriate for this forum. I didn't think to post it in the stories section since it doesn't contain muscle growth nor is it fictional.

There's a jock who I met via craigslist. We are both freshmen in college, but he is so strong that it blows my mind. He was a powerlifter, basketball player, football player, and state champion wrestler in high school, and he plays football for his school.

We got a hotel in a town that was equally distant from our own with intent to have some fun. He was clearly very, very nervous and got off really fast. I asked him to at least wrestle with me some.

His arms were nicely sized, as were his legs, but I didn't know he would overpower me so easily. He actually started laughing because I tried to fight back. I told him to make me tap out, but he was clearly going easy on me, so I started being cocky saying stuff like, "Is that all you got?" or "I thought you'd be stronger than this." so he started using all of his strength and I gave in very quickly. I think the point where I started to give in was he somehow got my head between his legs, and please let me underscore, they were so, so strong. I can't emphasize the strength this guy possessed. He started to squeeze, and I felt my vision blurring as I got dizzy due to the lack of bloodflow. I eventually gave in after failed attempts at trying to push his thighs off of me.

...then it went to shit. I hadn't gotten off yet, and he was clearly not turned on anymore after having got off. His gf had been calling all the while, and he eventually took the call. After 5mins of listening to him pathetically say he was wrong to ignore her calls, that he was sorry, begging her to forgive him, ect, I asked him to give me the $20 I had given him for the hotel room (via a note on my iPhone. God forbid his girlfriend hear my voice), and he did.

I said, "Peace." before leaving the room, and he put the phone down and asked me to wait. He apologized over and over, but I understood. I understand that some people aren't out of the closet. But he clearly wasn't open to the idea of learning to accept it.

Note that he must have said "No one can find out about this!" at least 15 times.. real mood killer.

It depresses me that there're young guys who don't realize that they don't HAVE to live in a dual life. The truth is he'll probably get married & have kids with these homosexual feelings pushed into the back of his mind.

He texted me an hour after this:

Me: There's none of that drama when you're with a guy, lol. Just saying. (note: I understand that's absolutely not true. :P)
him: I know, but I love her. I was just curious, and you helped me. Really, thank you so much.
Me: Lol, what did you discover?
Him: I like girls more lol
Me: Lol okay.
Him: I'm sorry.
Me: For what?
Him: For leading you on.
Me: Nah, it's whatever.
Him: Cool. Thank you.

[Speck35]

Kind of funny that someone as big as he is would turn out to be so weak.

[Yachirobi]

Poor guy. Even if he does like girls more, the way American culture (I assume this) works, he might not be any less confused. I think it's harder to be bisexual in our society than to be absolutely gay or straight. If he were honest about his same sex feelings he'd be shunned, even if he just likes the occasional dude along with a steady stream of women.

[inm]

Originally Posted by Speck35

Kind of funny that someone as big as he is would turn out to be so weak.

Nobody told him that women despise doormats. He was doing himself (and her) no favor by behaving as one with her.

[Lucas88]

Originally Posted by inm

Nobody told him that women despise doormats. He was doing himself (and her) no favor by behaving as one with her.

Heh heh...I've got news for you. A LOT of women out there may despise doormats but they're more than happy to use one...especially if he comes wrapped in a hunky package. Women have their powertrips, too. I've met a few that are extremely insecure and protect themselve by being major ballbusters.

[suma]

what kills me is that far too many out gay men don't understand or care to, that some men are just not gonna be out, they may indulge in mutual j/o, sucking or full sex, but they prefer to remain closeted and live a "mainstream" life.
and there are mutliple reasons why a person would choose this.

i mean it be different if you met a guy in a gay bar and he's going on and on about this has to remain a big secret.
but when you meet a guy on craigs or on a forum, people are usually upfront with wants and requirements such as discretion, etc.
you meet a guy in a hotel halfway between your town and his from craigs list, and you get so upset that he's closeted and not willing to come all out? what were you expecting?

seems to me you should have been more patient with him and enjoyed that hunky body while you had it.

[musclegod]

This guy got what he wanted! He's the powerful jock looking for a thrill. He got off!!! Fuck, that's all he wanted. Being pussy wiped is another story. Fuck that. He should treat her like he did you. If she wants a pwerful, muscular male then he should be in control.

[Mdlftr]

Sounds like everyone involved got what they wanted out of this encounter:

Jock: rocks off and "some discernment: 'I like girls more'"
Narrator: time with a major bod'
Girlfriend: reassurance she still has "her hooks" embedded in him.

NOTE: I am NOT saying this situation is optimal, but people don't always want (or settle for) what's optimal.

Great story, btw!

Mdlftr

[suma]

well the OP def sounded like he didn't get what he wanted, i.e. asked for his $20 back, left abruptly.
she shoulda just dealt with the jock's insecurities, take it for what it is, and enjoy that big muslced body while you can!