Caleb's Big Problem 5: Development

[Ptothe5th]

Caleb's Big Problem 5: Development

Caleb had wished that Dave was following him home for a night of fun, adventure and exploration. He was still wired and full of lustful desires. The night had ended up completely different than what he had anticipated. No rump in the hay, but then again, he already had his happy ending. The last time he came without touching himself was when he was in college, with his first real love, Tom.

Tom was Caleb's roommate during his freshmen and sophomore year of college. Tom was 6'1", 250lbs junior fitness model who was attending college for a degree in marketing and advertising. Caleb, weighting 165lbs, was attending college on a wrestling scholarship to study business law.

Caleb originally got into wrestling in HS as a way of putting an end to all the jokes and bullying he was getting about being the smallest kid in school. The wrestling helped to build up his muscles and physique, which helped on the bully front, but the jokes were still endless. Most of the girls treated him as a little brother, if they even noticed him at all. This is when Caleb realized that he was gay. He would get horny as hell after the wrestling meets. Seeing all the hard buff strong bodies, also turned him on. The more he wrestled and the more difficult the practice was, the hornier he would become. The bigger guys loved to pick Caleb up and show him how superior they were to him because of their size. Stronger, bigger and in control. Caleb hated it because they were just making fun of his size! However, he loved their ruff housing and the bodily contact.

So when Caleb found out that Tom was his roommate, he was pleasantly surprised. Tom had all the features that Caleb loved from HS, big, tall and muscular. After a couple of weeks of getting to know each other, Caleb started to fall for his big hunky built roommate. One day, Tom asked Caleb to model a pair of briefs that his agent had sent over. They were to small for Tom, so he asked Caleb to model them for him. Caleb did with the preface that Tom put on a pair also to prove they were too small. Tom wasn't even able to get the brief over his muscular thighs, let alone his plumped glutes. Caleb was impressed at what he saw and told Tom, he had to stay naked while he modeled the briefs. Tom agreed, but started teasing Caleb as he modeled the briefs. You could give all the models I work with, a run for their money, Tom quipped, if you were taller. That statement took away any excitement that Caleb was having until Tom grabbed him and picked him up. After they wrestled around for a while, Caleb noticed that Tom's cock was hard just like his. After some talking, taunting and continued playing, they revealed their sexual preference and mutually attraction to one another.

The rest of that year there was a lot of self discovery, sex, and fun as the relationship developed. By the end of their freshman year, Caleb had gained 10 more lbs of solid muscle while Tom had gained 25. Tom was over booked for jobs with his added weight. Caleb, on the other hand, had disappeared into the gym. While at the gym, know one would even give him the time of day. He just wasn't big enough or strong enough to fit in with the guys that were working out. Finally, out of desperation, Caleb asked an older powerlifter to help him in his training. They talked about how Caleb, wanted to get bigger, stronger, and more noticed and not so quickly overlooked because of his height. By the end of summer, Caleb had added another 20 lbs of hard lean muscle. His lifts totals had likewise increased substantially. The other lifters in the gym noticed the change as well. They started to workout with Caleb and finally gave him some much needed respect. He was accepted by his peers and was no longer written off for his size.

Caleb loved the added attention and respect that he was receiving. It was now happening everywhere he went. People would acknowledge his presents and comment on how impressive and handsome he was physically. The short jokes had come to an end and his height was no longer the main feature that people first noticed upon meeting him. When Tom came back for the start of the fall semester, he was pleasantly surprised at Caleb's gains. Tom had trimmed down a little over the summer and was a hard lean 260 lbs. With Caleb's added size, Tom wanted to show that he was still the alpha in their relationship. Their sexual exploits had gotten rougher and harder with Tom man handling Caleb's muscular body. Caleb loved the firm, rough groping of his muscles as Tom showed his dominance. With Caleb's added strength, they would go at it for hours. This new development in their relationship finally made Caleb feel like a man and not a child. All of his height issues seem to be melting away as he was growing into adulthood with a larger more massive physique.

As the year progressed, Tom and Caleb stopped working out together in the gym. Caleb had surpassed much of Tom's lifts. This became an issue for Tom. The more Caleb grew in size and strength, the better his life seemed to become. They each added another 30 lbs of muscle by the time spring had rolled around. The added size was not helping Tom's career as a model. Tom also seemed to be losing his dominance since it was getting harder for him to man handle and toss Caleb around. Caleb loved that their relationship appeared to be on a more equal footing with him in control occasionally. He liked taking charge of the situation between himself and Tom as much as when Tom was in control. The only thing that Caleb didn't like was Tom's verbal tactics. The more Caleb lead their relationship, the more brutal the verbal attacks were on Caleb's height.

Due to Tom's urging, they both decided to loss 20 lbs. After the weight loss, Tom was feeling better about himself. He was getting more bookings, and he regained his alpha status in the relationship. Caleb didn't loss any strength with his weight loss for which he was grateful. However, he took on a more passive role trying to make the relationship work. As the summer was coming to an end, Caleb was feeling defeated. He missed the rush of being in control. He missed the size that he once had and the effect it had on those around him and how it felt. He liked being an equal in the relationship and having value and input.

As they were packing to move into an off campus apartment, Tom found a picture from the first year they were living together. He showed Caleb the picture and commented on how great things were back then when Caleb was just a small fry. Caleb saw the picture and everything from his past that it represented. Tom recalled more moments from that first year always referring to Caleb in terms that emphasized his shorter and smaller stature. Tom loved the boy, Caleb, and not the man he was becoming. Caleb had always loved Tom, but this part of Tom he had hoped to change. Tom's need to be superior by belittling others, especially him.

Caleb had finally had enough. He realized that their relationship was never going to work out. They were never going to be equals and he would have to be somebody he didn't want to be. In the following days, Caleb drew further away from Tom emotionally. On moving day, per Tom's orders, Caleb helped move all of his stuff out first into the moving truck. Caleb took all of the heaviest pieces and was getting a good pump. All this work was making Caleb real cocky. As they loaded the last of Tom's belongings on the truck, Caleb called Tom over to feel his huge, hard, pumped up muscles. As Tom felt up Caleb's hard muscular frame, Caleb taunted him about how he was going to grow bigger, stronger and more massive. Tom, thinking that he was in control of the relationship, empathically replied that he was the man in this relationship and if you really wanted to grow, then it was over. Caleb picked up Tom and carried him over to the moving truck. He put Tom down, then simply gave him a crushing bear hug and replied, "Have a nice life then."

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So here it is 10 years later and Caleb's long suppressed desires and needs are still becoming clearer. He no longer only wanted the hot, buff, muscular man, or even a bigger dude. He deeply wanted someone to crave his muscular body. He desperately longed for someone who he could show off to and who would appreciate all of his hard work. It wasn't about height, but size. Muscular size and strength! He liked the feeling of being the alpha male, and the idea of being the one that was highly attractive and envied. This was all Caleb could think about the following week after his ride with Dave. This new passion was all he could think about when he did his chest, back, arm, and leg workouts. Everytime he thought about that ride, he would get instantly hard. He craved to be fondled, and lusted over, but not by anyone. He ached for someone that accepted him and all he had to offer.

One day while finishing up his cardio workout, someone on the weight room floor below had drawn his attention. This person went back and forth between exercises without any breaks. He was doing multiple supersets and reps for just one major body muscle grouping. Caleb watched him workout at a staggering pace. He yearned for someone to labor over his muscles with the same drive and determination that this guy was doing with the weights. Caleb was surprised that this guy wasn't larger than he appeared with all the weight he was lifting. This person's workout clothes were drenched in sweat, when he finally went over to the water fountain to fill up his bottle. Caleb started fantasizing about having his muscles groped by this guy with his manly aroma coming off of his sweaty body, when he caught a glimpse of his face in the mirror. It was Dave!

Caleb couldn't believe that he worked out at his gym. He was also more than a 'LITTLE' happy at seeing Dave! Caleb stopped his cardio routine and went downstairs to the weight room to say hi. By the time he had reached the gym floor, Dave was gone. Caleb couldn't believe his luck. Not only had he thought of how Dave made him feel this past week, but now seeing how he worked out in the gym, only made Caleb more interested and hot for him! So, on his way out to his car, Caleb thought he would call Reneu and set up an appointment with Dave.

"Hello, this is Reneu. "How can I help you this afternoon?"

"Hi, I would like to set up an appointment for later today with Dave please."

"I'm sorry. Dave is not available until next week. I can schedule you in with one of our other masseurs."

CLICK. Caleb's suddenly felt down, and it wasn't the only thing losing it's excitement. How could someone he hardly knew, or was even remotely attracted to in the past, have this much effect over him. That is it, Caleb thought! I'm going out tonight and hopefully I'll get lucky.

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