Is it just me?

[raven79]

Guys, this guy has me in stitches! Does he know where he is? Is he aware that this is a muscle worship forum?

[Mdlftr]

Originally Posted by raven79

Guys, this guy has me in stitches! Does he know where he is? Is he aware that this is a muscle worship forum?

Now, now Raven79! He's probably a newbie, so be nice!

Besides, nothing at all wrong with stating your opinions. This IS a private forum - everyone has their online identity!

Besides, the muscle enjoyment is the main issue here!

Why can't we all just get along?!!?

O.k., hold hands, all together now: "Kumbaya, my lord, Kumbayaaah..."

[arpeejay]

Originally Posted by Mdlftr

O.k., hold hands, all together now

<-- looking forward to hold Mdlftr's handle!

xoxo

Richard

sleectively dylsexic on ocacsion!

[Mdlftr]

Originally Posted by arpeejay

<-- looking forward to hold Mdlftr's handle!

xoxo

Richard

sleectively dylsexic on ocacsion!

Is "sleectively dylsexic on ocacsion!" like the Chick fil a cow's "Eat more cok" sign with Jon Stewart? [See combustible thread here: http://www.musclegrowth.org/forum/sh...730#post189730 ]

[JeffXeno]

Originally Posted by Mdlftr

Is "sleectively dylsexic on ocacsion!" like the Chick fil a cow's "Eat more cok" sign with Jon Stewart? [See combustible thread here: http://www.musclegrowth.org/forum/sh...730#post189730 ]

Darn Mdlftr, At first I thought you were trying to resurrect my shameful, etiquette busting post of the "Eat Mor Cok" image in the muscle media forum; I thought it was never gonna die the first time. But then you actually made the link to my religion and politics thread, not sure if on accident or purpose. If our vajayjay loving soldier who fantasizes about muscle, but hates man-love read that thread, he might have an aneurysm or something.

You must be more careful.

Jeff

[arpeejay]

Originally Posted by Mdlftr

Is "sleectively dylsexic on ocacsion!" like the Chick fil a cow's "Eat more cok" sign with Jon Stewart? [See combustible thread here: http://www.musclegrowth.org/forum/sh...730#post189730 ]

I completely avoided the CFA thread, mostly because I find it TOO depressing! I really actually *adore* CFA chicken sandwiches and I've always enjoyed the cows (who are illiterate, as one would expect cows to be, not dyslexic!) Having Cathy own up to his bigotry means I can't pretend that my money isn't going to anti-gay causes.

On a happier note, I'm always happy to misread something -- usually the results are wildly entertaining!

xoxo

Richard

[Mdlftr]

Originally Posted by JeffXeno

Darn Mdlftr, At first I thought you were trying to resurrect my shameful, etiquette busting post of the "Eat Mor Cok" image in the muscle media forum; I thought it was never gonna die the first time. But then you actually made the link to my religion and politics thread, not sure if on accident or purpose. If our vajayjay loving soldier who fantasizes about muscle, but hates man-love read that thread, he might have an aneurysm or something.

You must be more careful.

Jeff

Goodness, I guess pasting in a thread to another forum when the topic was a.) Risque and b.) On point, must mean that I MEANT IT!



Besides, nothing wrong with liking vajayjay - like it myself! Doesn't mean I don't appreciate wanting to be big and strong! EVERY teenage boy KNOWS that BIG MUSCLES equal MORE ACTION!!!!

And as for 'being careful', I can take that in a myriad of ways:
1. wear "protection"
2. Don't poke angry bulls with a sharp stick.
3. Don't discuss tax increases with a Republican or reducing benefits with a Democrat
4. Encourage our aneurysm-prone friend to drop the salt in his diet, lower his cholesterol and take cold showers!

Well, I shall take your deeply thoughtful advice and give it all the deep, due consideration it deserves!

[JeffXeno]

Originally Posted by Mdlftr

And as for 'being careful', I can take that in a myriad of ways:
1. wear "protection"
2. Don't poke angry bulls with a sharp stick.
3. Don't discuss tax increases with a Republican or reducing benefits with a Democrat
4. Encourage our aneurysm-prone friend to drop the salt in his diet, lower his cholesterol and take cold showers!

Well those seem like excellent ways to be careful, but I do have questions about number 2. What if one were to use a dull, perhaps round ended stick? Or do you think it wise to poke only happy bulls, regardless of stick sharpness?

[Otaru_grower]

I've never shared this here before, but my first masturbation fantasy was over the movies Big with Tom Hanks and Vice Versa with Judge Reinhold. I'm fully gay but I grew up in a less than ideal environment (I will not go into details...that is all I need to say...it was bad). As a result of having no idea what homosexuality even was, other than an incredibly rare disease that affected one in every 10,000 men (yes this is the statistic I was given) I thought I must be straight.

I basically found my outlet, or my mind did, by concentrating on fantasies about switching bodies with older guys, muscular guys who were leading lives I wanted to lead. This led me to eventually embrace my masturbation over bodybuilding magazines (the only thing near porn I could find at the time). I also began to think I must be bisexual. I thought this because I liked being around women and I had not met any gay men. I didn't meet any gay men until I was 21. I basically kept it to myself, and tried to think of myself as bi but I couldn't masturbate over women.

The idea of becoming muscular myself was very deep set but due to living alone and in poverty for YEARS it was never really a possibility. I began bodybuilding in my late 20s and it never has reached the point I have really wanted (due to illness or a variety of subjects I won't go into) I am in pretty good shape.

I don't think the level of suppression was uncommon but the avenue it took left a unique imprint on me. An obsession and complete turn on for me is body switch and muscle theft. Domination is a huge turn on for me.

I have been really affected by the recent Coop thread so I want to share that it's brought up a lot of issues for me. I often feel shame over my fetishes. I replace sex and fetishes for love because it's just easier at this point. I don't want to try for love because I got rejected a lot in my 20s and I tried SO hard that it just made it all the harder to be alone. When I stopped trying and started working out I had some fun but I got to a point dealing with flakes and psychos and I just called it quits because I could NOT deal with any more.

I come to this site largely because I am fully gay and fully living out my fantasy life through muscle stories. These are the lives I wish I could have, to be so huge and dominant that even straight men want me. To absolutely get my way and have men throw themselves at me. I mean I've been flirted with a few times but nothing near to what my ego needs. I have always felt suppressed even amongst other gay guys, I always shut down over the feeling that I wasn't manly or masculine enough and feared judgement over my body to a horrible degree, even though I've often been told I am worrying over nothing. Same goes for facial features. I obsess over being ugly even though I'm told that I'm not.

I dunno. I understand Coop in a way. I often think I don't want to be connected with these stories in real life, except for one friend who is gay knows, but he has a lot of the same fetishes as me. And honestly, the reason I don't write more is because I fall back into being ashamed of what I write.

This is the most I have ever shared to anyone about the way I feel over my attractions. I find it rather cathartic. Thinking about Coop has me thinking about how I don't have a partner and I am in a country far from home right now (where I have no intention of having sex with guys) but when I do get back to America in a year and a half I will pretty much be faced with the question of whether I should try to live my dream and find someone who can call me the love of their life. Because for years I've told myself it means nothing, and I've just stuck to occasional one night stands purposefully to avoid any kind of emotional connection. What I really want is a family, and I've told myself it's impossible. And now I keep thinking of Coop and what he had. And the clock is ticking.

Can anyone relate to any of this or am I just going bonkers?

[Mdlftr]

Otaru,
Wow. What an insightful, honest analysis of your own thoughts. I can identify with the feelings of shame about getting turned on by the muscle growth stories. They are just a small part of who I am, however. I don't want to get into a long ramble here, but I think you SHOULD use this opportunity to reevaluate your life and goals and take action to find someone, if that is what you now realize you want.

People aren't meant to be alone.

Mdlftr

[fordham]

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[GenevaCarlson]

I dont think its a nice reason

[Jeff Michaels]

Originally Posted by Otaru_grower

I've never shared this here before, but my first masturbation fantasy was over the movies Big with Tom Hanks and Vice Versa with Judge Reinhold. I'm fully gay but I grew up in a less than ideal environment (I will not go into details...that is all I need to say...it was bad). As a result of having no idea what homosexuality even was, other than an incredibly rare disease that affected one in every 10,000 men (yes this is the statistic I was given) I thought I must be straight.

I basically found my outlet, or my mind did, by concentrating on fantasies about switching bodies with older guys, muscular guys who were leading lives I wanted to lead. This led me to eventually embrace my masturbation over bodybuilding magazines (the only thing near porn I could find at the time). I also began to think I must be bisexual. I thought this because I liked being around women and I had not met any gay men. I didn't meet any gay men until I was 21. I basically kept it to myself, and tried to think of myself as bi but I couldn't masturbate over women.

The idea of becoming muscular myself was very deep set but due to living alone and in poverty for YEARS it was never really a possibility. I began bodybuilding in my late 20s and it never has reached the point I have really wanted (due to illness or a variety of subjects I won't go into) I am in pretty good shape.

I don't think the level of suppression was uncommon but the avenue it took left a unique imprint on me. An obsession and complete turn on for me is body switch and muscle theft. Domination is a huge turn on for me.

I have been really affected by the recent Coop thread so I want to share that it's brought up a lot of issues for me. I often feel shame over my fetishes. I replace sex and fetishes for love because it's just easier at this point. I don't want to try for love because I got rejected a lot in my 20s and I tried SO hard that it just made it all the harder to be alone. When I stopped trying and started working out I had some fun but I got to a point dealing with flakes and psychos and I just called it quits because I could NOT deal with any more.

I come to this site largely because I am fully gay and fully living out my fantasy life through muscle stories. These are the lives I wish I could have, to be so huge and dominant that even straight men want me. To absolutely get my way and have men throw themselves at me. I mean I've been flirted with a few times but nothing near to what my ego needs. I have always felt suppressed even amongst other gay guys, I always shut down over the feeling that I wasn't manly or masculine enough and feared judgement over my body to a horrible degree, even though I've often been told I am worrying over nothing. Same goes for facial features. I obsess over being ugly even though I'm told that I'm not.

I dunno. I understand Coop in a way. I often think I don't want to be connected with these stories in real life, except for one friend who is gay knows, but he has a lot of the same fetishes as me. And honestly, the reason I don't write more is because I fall back into being ashamed of what I write.

This is the most I have ever shared to anyone about the way I feel over my attractions. I find it rather cathartic. Thinking about Coop has me thinking about how I don't have a partner and I am in a country far from home right now (where I have no intention of having sex with guys) but when I do get back to America in a year and a half I will pretty much be faced with the question of whether I should try to live my dream and find someone who can call me the love of their life. Because for years I've told myself it means nothing, and I've just stuck to occasional one night stands purposefully to avoid any kind of emotional connection. What I really want is a family, and I've told myself it's impossible. And now I keep thinking of Coop and what he had. And the clock is ticking.

Can anyone relate to any of this or am I just going bonkers?

Always believe in your dreams! I hope everything works out ok!

[anpuZA]

Otaru, I remember that movie, got me all tingly, though I can't say I beat-my-meat to it. I did do a lot of bodybuilding mags, and stole my dads porn mags (hustler) and vids, I just mentally edited the females out.
It was difficult as well, since our country only really "came out" after 1994, luckily I had one friend across the road who shared my interests. He liked being the object of my affection you could say, and he knew that I was into muscle... (on other guys mind you.)

I must admit I'm not into ID switching and complete body theft, I like muscle theft stories, domination etc. though. Lol, but let us not delve to deep into that topic. Oi vey.

Love vs physical attraction. You look at the guys we fantasize about, some of them are real, some not. I doubt most of us will ever end up with exactly what turns us on, but then again that is life for you. Love on the other hand is amorphous. Guys I've fallen in love with very very rarely would fill my extreme muscle needs. But then that's the amazing thing about it, when you love someone they are the strongest, hardest, biggest, cockiest, most amazing superhuman alpha male you've ever been with. (If that's their turn on.) And every dick is huge from close up. {I am not inferring you have a small dick FYI, just saying, I love cock closeup, and from really close up they are all extremely hard, veiny pulsating shafts that shoot hot liquid love.}

Would that be considered a lie? I don't think so, I like making the guys I love feel good about themselves, truth be told, every man on this planet has something good, amazing or hot about him.

Don't know if that makes you feel any better, just a take on a very complicated subject for me.

As for writing, write away, don't be ashamed. There will be guys who will love it and let you know. And there will be people who hate it and will scream even louder to intimidate you. Remember, the truth is usually spoken softly, whereas advertising is loud.

Once you're back home, don't compare your life to threads on here, fantasy is nice, but it is the proverbial fly trap if you aren't careful. Meet people, don't go for one night stands, I know that is the most difficult thing in the world, but anyone who is willing to wait it out for a couple of dates is worth investing more effort in.

I know that sounds rather conservative, but people who are looking for a fuck don't really give a fuck.

Oh and fuck the clock. The battery is broken, the flywheel is off, whatever.



I know I'm not the best person to take advice from, so read all of this with as much salt as you care to cover it in.

Originally Posted by Otaru_grower

I've never shared this here before, but my first masturbation fantasy was over the movies Big with Tom Hanks and Vice Versa with Judge Reinhold. I'm fully gay but I grew up in a less than ideal environment (I will not go into details...that is all I need to say...it was bad). As a result of having no idea what homosexuality even was, other than an incredibly rare disease that affected one in every 10,000 men (yes this is the statistic I was given) I thought I must be straight.

I basically found my outlet, or my mind did, by concentrating on fantasies about switching bodies with older guys, muscular guys who were leading lives I wanted to lead. This led me to eventually embrace my masturbation over bodybuilding magazines (the only thing near porn I could find at the time). I also began to think I must be bisexual. I thought this because I liked being around women and I had not met any gay men. I didn't meet any gay men until I was 21. I basically kept it to myself, and tried to think of myself as bi but I couldn't masturbate over women.

The idea of becoming muscular myself was very deep set but due to living alone and in poverty for YEARS it was never really a possibility. I began bodybuilding in my late 20s and it never has reached the point I have really wanted (due to illness or a variety of subjects I won't go into) I am in pretty good shape.

I don't think the level of suppression was uncommon but the avenue it took left a unique imprint on me. An obsession and complete turn on for me is body switch and muscle theft. Domination is a huge turn on for me.

I have been really affected by the recent Coop thread so I want to share that it's brought up a lot of issues for me. I often feel shame over my fetishes. I replace sex and fetishes for love because it's just easier at this point. I don't want to try for love because I got rejected a lot in my 20s and I tried SO hard that it just made it all the harder to be alone. When I stopped trying and started working out I had some fun but I got to a point dealing with flakes and psychos and I just called it quits because I could NOT deal with any more.

I come to this site largely because I am fully gay and fully living out my fantasy life through muscle stories. These are the lives I wish I could have, to be so huge and dominant that even straight men want me. To absolutely get my way and have men throw themselves at me. I mean I've been flirted with a few times but nothing near to what my ego needs. I have always felt suppressed even amongst other gay guys, I always shut down over the feeling that I wasn't manly or masculine enough and feared judgement over my body to a horrible degree, even though I've often been told I am worrying over nothing. Same goes for facial features. I obsess over being ugly even though I'm told that I'm not.

I dunno. I understand Coop in a way. I often think I don't want to be connected with these stories in real life, except for one friend who is gay knows, but he has a lot of the same fetishes as me. And honestly, the reason I don't write more is because I fall back into being ashamed of what I write.

This is the most I have ever shared to anyone about the way I feel over my attractions. I find it rather cathartic. Thinking about Coop has me thinking about how I don't have a partner and I am in a country far from home right now (where I have no intention of having sex with guys) but when I do get back to America in a year and a half I will pretty much be faced with the question of whether I should try to live my dream and find someone who can call me the love of their life. Because for years I've told myself it means nothing, and I've just stuck to occasional one night stands purposefully to avoid any kind of emotional connection. What I really want is a family, and I've told myself it's impossible. And now I keep thinking of Coop and what he had. And the clock is ticking.

Can anyone relate to any of this or am I just going bonkers?